Into the Unknown

2010 is upon us and I've never been one to make resolutions because I usually just like to see where the year takes me. This past year has been a bit of whirlwind (well the last few months anyway). Four years ago on this day Myles and I had been back from South Korea for only a couple months. We had just decided to move to Toronto because I had been offered a job at a Vet there and we moved into our place on New Year's Eve. Since then we moved from Toronto to London, ON, then we spent two years in Yellowknife and are now in Vancouver...perhaps not for long.

Three provinces/territories and four cities later I'm in Vancouver and loving it, except for that pesky detail called employment. It appears that in a place with at least eight public library systems and countless college and university libraries there isn't a library job to be found. Couple that with the apparent regional bias (being that libraries tend to hire UBC grads) and I'm sitting here after two and a half months with no prospects in Metro Vancouver. I've applied to a job in Lethbridge and one in Kelowna. They both close mid-January so we'll see what direction we go from here. I'm not opposed to being a nomad, it's just that it gets expensive not to mention lonely. Just as we make friends somewhere, we move. Anyway, since two and a half months have gotten away from me with not much to show for it, I'm going to try to make some goals (not resolutions!) for myself in 2010.

Goals:
1. Continue the novel I started in November 2009 (16,000 words so far!)
2. Get my Etsy shop up and running (which means I need to knit more!)
3. Stop spending so much time on FB playing stupid farm and pet games
4. Read more (a lifelong goal)
5. Find a job that I really like (this seems to be an unachievable paradox)
6. Blog more (not stupid micro-blogging on FB)

We'll see how that goes. I'm off to find something else useful to do.

Later.

What I've Been Reading

I just finished Why Your World is About to Get a Whole Lot Smaller: oil and the end of globalization by Jeff Rubin. I first heard about this book when I watched The Hour on CBC and George was interviewing Jeff Rubin. The interview was intriguing and merely scratched the surface.

After reading this book you'll never think the same way about energy consumption, energy conservation, or where your everyday purchases are coming from. I really like the idea of living locally and letting the suburbs grow over and return to farm fields. On the other hand, I don't like the idea of running out of energy for all of our energy sucking appliances and gadgets. Not being able to fly around the world without being a millionaire is also not appealing to me but I may not have an option.

Did you know that it takes 1400 cubic feet of natural gas to produce one barrel of tar-sands oil. This natural gas could definitely be put to better use. According to Rubin "if Canadian oil-sand production ever increased from its present level of approximately 1.2 million barrels per day to the 4 million per day that the oil industry forecasts for 2020, Canada would have to cannibalize its natural-gas exports to the United States to do it. That would mean you could fill up your gas tank but only if you turned the lights off at home."

Did you know that "your standard flight from New York to London burns about 24,000 gallons of jet fuel or 112 gallons per passenger in a Boeing 767. That's as much as a mid-sized American car burns in three months"

One of the other interesting points that Rubin makes is the "head fake" that is energy conservation. Sure we have energy saving appliances and energy saving light bulbs in our homes and that makes us feel like we are cutting down on our energy consumption but energy consumption in general is at an all time high. As Rubin points out "the average air-conditioner is 17 percent more efficient than it was in 1990, [but] the number of air-conditioners in American homes is up 36 percent." Also, "since 1950, the average American home has grown from 1,000 square feet to almost 2,500 square feet today" So, while energy efficient appliances and other energy saving improvements to our homes have allowed us to use energy more cheaply we are living in bigger homes that have many more appliances than ever before. Ask yourself, do I really need 3 TVs and 2 computers? Do I really need a heated garage?

Overall, this book is fascinating and is based on proven and sound economics. Even if half of what Rubin predicts comes to fruition, we are all in for a big change - and maybe that is a good thing.

Two Wrongs Don't Make a Right

Obviously the Jon and Kate saga has taken a back burner to the Michael Jackson shocker but since I mentioned it in a previous post, I'll complete the thought.

The reason I think Kate needs some props is because I'm so sick of hearing stupid mindless media spewing so called journalism (like Extra and TMZ) calling her "Kate-zilla" or "wife-zilla" because she is bitchy to her husband. These media Barbies and Kens seem to think that poor Jon had a good reason to (allegedly) cheat because his wife is a bitch. WHOA!! Stop the presses!

No matter what kind of relationship you are in, there is never an excuse to cheat. If you hate your spouse, separate or sign the divorce papers and then get it on with someone half your age. If you are cheating then you are saying that you have already checked out of the current relationship and it is not worth the effort required to work out some issues. Ok, so don't work out the issues, make it clear that things are over and deal with the fallout. I'm so sick of people making Kate out to be the home wrecker because she nags or gets bitchy. So it may come out that they were both cheating or that Jon never did cheat, or that they are both horrible and exploit their children - whatever, my point remains the same. I also don't understand why people want to stay with someone who has cheated. The cheater obviously didn't think you were worth the time it takes to work out any issues between you so why should you take the time and spend the energy forgiving them? Cue the refrain "it's for the children". So sad, divorce is hard on children but so is a childhood with miserable parents that hate each other and are emotionally checked out - way to set a good example!

Anyway, that's my take on the cheaters that be and I think that Kate has one hell of a task running that household and maybe she's let TLC pay for her clothes and her hair and her tan - you show me someone with 8 kids who would say "no thank you".

Later.

The Hedge Maze

Well, I haven't posted in a friggin' eon. Lately, I've been lamenting the demise of paragraphs. I'm tired of limiting my thoughts to 140 characters and keeping up with friends through status updates. So, here I am back at the good ol' blog.

My mind is like a hedge maze of late, with so may possible paths and too many obstacles. I have a million things on my mind and am finding it difficult to limit and focus so I'll just list the topics in no particular order and get back to them in full

Career path - heading in the wrong direction or what the hell am I doing here?
Jon and Kate + 8 - I think Kate needs some props
Books, books, books...
PhD?
Why Yellowknife sucks
Friends and their babies
Cats
Michael Cera

Well, that's all for now - I'll be back shortly.